New York, New York...

Here's the question at hand: do I want to stay in SD or move to NYC? I got a job offer today for a job in NYC and I am pretty much worthless at work as a result. I even treated myself to lunch at HiVee (that is the big grocery store chain out here) and got a salad. Their salad bar isn't very good, but neither is much of the food out here so I deal.

My mind is buzzing. My heart is a-flutter. It's time to have a heart-to-heart, a state of the union sort of discussion with my sig. other and see where he stands on this.

Initially, when I first moved out here and discovered that my soon-to-be ex-husband was still with his lady friend, I wanted to move back to NYC to right the wrong that had been done to me. I thought, 'If only I can get back, than all of lies, betrayal, etc wouldn't be so hard to live with.' I've since discovered that had I moved back then, I would've just been running from my feelings and the situation. I'd be leaving with him on my mind. It'd be a revenge move (even though, undoubtedly, he couldn't give a shite about me). Bad, negative energy.

So now the situation had changed, karma had made its rounds and I am staring the possibly of moving back to NYC right in the eye. Honestly, I am torn. Can you even believe that? Career-wise, great opportunity, probably the best. Not to mention the fact that if I am ever to move back to NYC, it would be this opportunity that would take me there. Time to think of the long term now, kids. Feel free to weigh in...